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Exactly four different men have tried to teach me how to play. I could never tell the difference between a rook or bishop, but I knew the horse meant knight. And that made sense to me, because a horse is night: soot-hoof and nostril, dark as a sabled evening with no stars, bats, or moon blooms. It’s a night in Ohio where a man sleeps alone one week and the next, the woman he will eventually marry leans her body into his for the first time, leans a kind of faith, too—filled with white crickets and bouquets of wild carrot. And the months and the honeyed years after that will make all the light and dark squares feel like tiles for a kitchen they can one day build together. Every turn, every sacrificial move—all the decoys, the castling, the deflections—these will be both riotous and unruly, the exact opposite of what she thought she ever wanted in the endgame of her days.
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